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Chapter 4 - The House With No Place for Me

I did not answer Luke's message that night.

The following morning, Maya and I returned to the Morgan house with an agreed collection time. Luke was away. A member of the household staff let us inside and directed us upstairs without asking why I needed an attorney beside me.

It was strange to enter the place I had called home as someone retrieving belongings. The living room still smelled faintly of the flowers Isabella liked. The artwork hadn't moved. Even the hallway lamps were illuminated at the brightness Luke preferred.

Nothing suggested that a marriage had ended there.

I went first to my study. It had once been a spare sitting room. I had moved a desk under the window and used it to review fabric samples, client drawings, and budgets after dinner, when Luke was still working and the house was too quiet.

Most of my current work lived securely with the firm. Still, I wanted the personal sketchbooks I kept there and a small box of photographs from before my wedding. I had left them because I could only carry one suitcase the first afternoon.

Maya stayed near the door while I packed. She was careful not to turn my grief into an inventory. When I stopped beside a framed photograph of Luke and me at our wedding, she waited without speaking.

He had been smiling in the picture. So had I.

I had believed then that the complicated world around him would be easier to enter because he wanted me there.

A knock came from the hall.

Isabella stood outside the open doorway.

"You're removing things now?" she asked.

"My own things."

She looked past me at Maya. "You brought an attorney into my son's home."

"Maya is here with me."

"I never understood why you insisted on maintaining that separate business. Luke could have provided everything."

"He provided a beautiful house," I said. "That isn't the same as providing a life for me."

Isabella glanced at the box in my hands. "People in this family have responsibilities."

"So do I. Thirty-eight people work for me. My clients trust me. I can't suspend their lives while you decide whether I'm behaving like a proper wife."

She appeared genuinely surprised that I had spoken to her that way.

For three years, I had answered criticism with politeness. I had become so practiced at smoothing over discomfort that even I sometimes forgot what I thought.

"Vanessa knows Luke's history," Isabella said. "She doesn't resent the demands on him."

"Then you and Vanessa have a great deal to talk about. I need to finish packing."

I closed the box, and Maya stepped aside to let me carry it out.

Downstairs, Vanessa was standing near the staircase. She wore an understated cream blouse instead of the formal clothes from the dinner. Her expression shifted when she saw the box, as though the reality of my departure had become less entertaining.

"Sophia," she said.

I stopped.

"I didn't know you were coming today."

"I'm collecting my belongings."

"I didn't ask Luke to leave you."

It was an answer to a question I hadn't asked.

"Did you ask him to notice how you treated me?" I said.

She looked down. The silence lasted only a moment, but it was enough.

"I've known him since we were children," she replied. "Sometimes we fall into old habits."

"So does he. That's the problem."

I continued toward the door. There was nothing to gain from making Vanessa explain a marriage she hadn't lived inside. She had enjoyed his attention. Luke had chosen where to place it.

At Maya's office that afternoon, the business attorney confirmed that the marketing materials had been corrected and the unrelated photographs removed. The agency was preparing revised acknowledgments for the Morgan projects. Bennett Interiors would continue fulfilling its existing contracts, with communications handled through designated managers.

My employees did not need to inherit my personal conflict.

The legal separation was less simple. Luke had asked for a meeting before his attorney proceeded with a response. Maya told him any discussion about reconciliation could happen only if I wanted it. Financial records, property questions, and the divorce itself would move forward regardless.

I said I would consider a conversation with Luke after I had time to settle into the apartment. Not because I was uncertain about the filing, but because three years of marriage deserved an honest explanation that could no longer be interrupted by his phone.

That evening, I met the independent physician Elena had recommended. She reviewed my records, talked through my options without presuming which one I would choose, and arranged appropriate prenatal assessment while I considered the decision.

I had been afraid that the appointment would make everything final. Instead, it gave me information. I was almost five months pregnant. The decisions before me involved my health, the pregnancy, and the future I might have to build alone. No one in the room claimed to know what I should do.

When I returned to my apartment, I stood for a long time beside the window. Chicago's lights stretched toward the lake. Somewhere across the city, Luke was surrounded by people who understood his world and believed they understood mine.

For the first time, I had a door he did not control and professionals who answered to me.

My phone buzzed with another message from him.

I found the photograph of us from our wedding. I kept thinking you would put your ring back on the nightstand and come home after you were angry.

I read the message twice.

May you like

He had mistaken my departure for an argument with a predictable ending.

And that meant the hardest conversation of our marriage had not happened yet.

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