Chapter 5 - The Doctor Who Could Not Meet My Eyes

Cedars-Sinai admitted Grant under another physician’s name.
That was Naomi’s idea.
Victor’s was to put two private guards outside the room and take every member of the hospital staff through an identification check before they entered.
Mine was simpler.
I refused to leave.
A nurse told me visiting hours were over. I told her I had spent two months feeding, turning, washing, and speaking to a man everyone thought could not hear me, and I was not going anywhere until he could tell me himself to go.
Grant, from the bed, managed one raspy word.
“Stay.”
The nurse looked at him.
Then at me.
“Fine,” she said. “But the baby cannot sleep in the room.”
Nancy took Leo to the hotel Naomi had booked across the street.
I hated watching him leave.
I hated the relief I felt when the room became quiet.
Both things were true.
Dr. Shah ordered new tests and brought in a second neurologist who had never treated Grant. No one promised us an answer that night.
That mattered to me.
Barragan had always spoken as though every question already belonged to him.
These doctors asked.
They repeated.
They compared.
They admitted when they did not know.
By three in the morning, Grant could lift two fingers from the sheet.
By six, he could whisper a full sentence if he rested between words.
The first one he chose was not about Julian.
“Where’s your boy?”
I had been sitting with my head against the wall, half asleep.
“Across the street with Nancy.”
His eyes closed in relief.
“You were worried about Leo?”
He opened them again.
“Yes.”
It came out clearer this time.
I stared at him.
“You were almost killed and you’re asking about my nine-month-old.”
A faint crease appeared beside his mouth.
“Loud.”
I laughed before I could stop myself.
It was a terrible little laugh—tired, watery, almost a sob.
Grant watched me.
“Sorry,” he whispered.
“For calling my child loud?”
“For… this.”
He moved his eyes around the room.
I understood.
“For me being here?”
A small nod.
I folded my arms.
“You didn’t paralyze yourself.”
“No.”
“You didn’t threaten my baby.”
His expression changed.
“Julian?”
“He reminded me I had a child to think about.”
Grant’s hand tightened weakly against the blanket.
I regretted saying it.
Not because it was untrue.
Because I recognized rage in his face and knew he could do absolutely nothing physical with it yet.
“Don’t,” I said. “Use your strength to recover.”
He looked at me.
“You order everyone around this much?”
“Only millionaires who refuse to die on schedule.”
That almost-smile again.
Then the door opened and Naomi came in carrying a paper cup and a folder.
Her expression erased the moment.
“We have preliminary results.”
Grant became still.
Naomi sat.
“The hospital found evidence of medication exposure that does not match the chart Barragan provided.”
I looked at Grant.
His eyes did not leave Naomi.
“Can they prove where it came from?” I asked.
“Not yet. They can prove something was present that should have been documented.”
“Enough for police?”
“Enough for the hospital to report it and preserve records. Not enough to tell us who ordered what.”
Grant whispered, “Barragan.”
Naomi nodded. “He has disappeared.”
My stomach dropped.
“From the estate?”
“From his home too.”
Victor had people checking airports and hotels, but Naomi warned us not to treat his absence as proof of guilt.
“He may be running from Julian,” she said.
“Or with him.”
“Yes.”
Grant closed his eyes.
I thought he was exhausted.
Then he said, “Desk.”
Naomi leaned closer.
“Your desk?”
“No. Barragan.”
“What about it?”
“Drawer.”
His voice failed.
We waited.
He tried again.
“Copies.”
Naomi frowned.
“You saw copies in Barragan’s desk?”
A nod.
“Of what?”
Grant swallowed.
“Labs.”
That mattered because the hospital had requested his previous test results and received only summaries.
Naomi called Victor.
Two hours later, with the consent of the medical practice’s managing partner and counsel present, they secured Grant’s original records.
The difference between the originals and the summaries was not dramatic to my eyes.
To Dr. Shah, it was.
Several results that had suggested a medication-related cause had been omitted from the packets sent to consulting physicians.
Not changed.
Omitted.
“That is not an accident,” Naomi said.
Still, it did not tell us why.
At ten-thirty, Claire Sterling called.
Naomi put the phone on speaker only after asking Grant.
A woman’s voice said, “I’m not coming because you suddenly decided my father matters.”
Grant’s eyes closed.
Naomi answered carefully. “Claire, your father is awake.”
Silence.
“What?”
“He is awake and cognitively intact.”
“No.”
“I’m with him.”
“No, you’re with Julian.”
“I am not.”
Claire’s breath changed on the line.
Naomi looked at Grant.
“Would you like to speak?”
He nodded.
I moved the phone closer.
For several seconds, Grant could not get enough voice.
Then he whispered, “Claire.”
The sound that came through the speaker broke my heart.
A sharp inhale.
Then nothing.
Grant tried again.
“I’m… sorry.”
Claire started crying.
Not loudly.
The kind of crying people do when they have been angry too long to know what happens after anger stops protecting them.
“You told them not to take my calls.”
“No.”
“You sent my letters back.”
“No.”
“You said you never wanted to see me until I grew up.”
Grant’s eyes opened.
Shock.
He looked at Naomi.
Naomi shook her head.
“I never saw that message.”
Claire laughed bitterly through tears.
“Of course you didn’t.”
“Claire,” Naomi said, “who gave it to you?”
“Julian.”
The answer was immediate.
Grant turned his face away.
I saw shame there.
Not for what Julian had done.
For how easily distance had allowed someone else to speak between them.
Claire’s voice became steadier.
“I’m driving down.”
“No,” Naomi said. “Victor will send someone.”
“I’m not getting into a Sterling car.”
Grant whispered, “Please.”
Another silence.
Finally, Claire said, “Text me the hospital and room under whatever fake name you’ve used.”
Naomi almost smiled. “You know us too well.”
“I used to.”
The call ended.
Grant stared at the ceiling.
I sat beside him.
“You can fix some of it.”
He looked at me.
“Some?”
“Don’t be greedy.”
His eyes softened.
Near noon, Victor called.
Barragan had not left California.
He was sitting in a parked car outside a church in Pasadena.
He had called Victor himself.
“He wants to talk,” Victor said.
Naomi’s expression sharpened. “To police?”
“No. To Mariana.”
I nearly dropped the bottle of water in my hand.
“Me?”
Grant immediately shook his head.
Victor continued through the speaker. “He says she’s the only one who saw what happened before anyone knew Grant was awake.”
Naomi looked at me.
“You do not have to go.”
Grant managed, “No.”
I looked from him to Naomi.
Then I thought of the missing lab pages.
The medication box Barragan had hidden.
The way his voice had changed when Julian told him there needed to be certainty.
“I want to hear him.”
Grant’s jaw tightened.
“I’m not going alone.”
That did not satisfy him.
“Victor will be there. Naomi will be there. We meet somewhere public.”
He still looked furious.
I leaned closer.
“You trusted me when you couldn’t move. Trust me while you can.”
For a long moment, he said nothing.
Then his hand moved across the sheet.
He turned it palm up.
I placed mine in it.
His grip was weak.
But this time, it was deliberate.
At two that afternoon, Barragan sat across from us in a private conference room at the law firm Naomi used for outside investigations.
He looked ten years older than he had the day before.
Victor stood by the door.
Naomi placed a recorder on the table, turned it on, and said, “This conversation is voluntary. You may leave at any time.”
Barragan stared at me.
“I didn’t start this to kill him.”
I felt no sympathy yet.
“What did you start it to do?”
His hands trembled.
“Keep him quiet.”
The room went still.
Barragan looked down.
“Grant discovered the transfers. Julian knew the audit would destroy him. He asked me for time.”
“How much time?”
“A week.”
“And you agreed to make a healthy man look terminal for a week?”
Barragan flinched.
“It wasn’t supposed to become this.”
Naomi’s voice was cold. “What did Julian have on you?”
Barragan looked at her.
So there was something.
“A patient died six years ago after I made an error. The hospital investigated. I altered a note before the review.”
He swallowed.
“Julian found the original.”
There it was.
Not an excuse.
A chain.
Barragan had made one terrible choice years earlier, then another to hide it, then allowed someone worse to use both against him.
“He said if I didn’t cooperate, he would release it,” Barragan whispered. “I told myself Grant would recover as soon as the vote was done.”
“What changed?” I asked.
His eyes met mine.
“Julian stopped asking for time.”
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He looked toward the recorder.
“He started asking how long until Grant died.”