Chapter 2 - The Date on His Watch

I remembered that date because it had been our second wedding anniversary.
Not a date I had to search through photographs to identify. Not a date that required a calendar. I remembered the dinner I had prepared, the dress I had worn, and the message Vincent sent shortly before seven telling me the Chicago office needed him.
I remembered putting dinner away after ten.
And now I was looking at a photograph of Sophia laughing in a marble bathtub, with Vincent's watch resting on the nightstand beside her.
I had given him that watch for our first anniversary. The engraving on the back was private, something he once said mattered more to him than the price. He rarely took it off. Even through the dim hotel light, I recognized the distinctive dark leather strap and the narrow silver clasp I had chosen.
Sophia had posted the photograph on our second anniversary.
I sat on the bed in my Miami hotel and looked at the date until the numbers stopped seeming real. Nine different excuses came back to me. His late flights. The meetings that began before breakfast and ended after midnight. The weekends when his driver took him away before I woke.
Fifteen months was not an accidental night. It was a life arranged around mine.
I took screenshots of the photographs, their dates, and the captions. Then I saved a screen recording of the account, scrolling slowly enough to show the posts in order. I was afraid that if Sophia realized I had seen them, every trace would vanish.
The two mugs appeared near the top of the account. V.M. and S.R. Their letters were small and carefully painted. Beneath them, Sophia had written, Our sweetest little secret.
The photograph was recent. The studio I had watched them enter that evening was not a sudden romantic experiment. Their matching mugs belonged to a pattern. The thought of how often Vincent must have sat across from her while I imagined him alone in a hotel room made my stomach turn.
My phone rang.
Vincent.
I watched his name move across the screen. I had spent years answering him immediately, even when I was asleep, even when I was angry. I let the call ring until it stopped.
He called again.
This time I answered.
“Happy birthday, sweetheart,” he said. His voice was low and warm, the voice he used when he wanted to be forgiven before he had explained himself.
“It's nearly midnight.”
“I know. The meeting went late. Did you see the necklace?”
“Yes.”
“Do you like it?”
I pictured Sophia holding up the photograph of the exact design three days earlier. I wondered whether Vincent had bought one necklace or two. Then I realized that whatever the answer, I would have to hear him choose his words carefully enough to deceive me again.
“Where are you?” I asked.
“Vegas. I told you.”
“Are you alone?”
There was a pause. I knew that pause now.
“Claire, what's going on?”
“Nothing you need to solve tonight.”
“I'm coming home tomorrow. We'll talk then.”
I looked at the photograph of Sophia's bathtub.
“All right.”
He waited, perhaps expecting the familiar apology I usually offered when a conversation grew uncomfortable. When none came, he said he loved me. I ended the call without returning it.
For several minutes I sat perfectly still. The little white baby shoes were in Chicago. So was the ultrasound photograph. For the first time since the doctor had shown me the image, I felt glad that Vincent did not yet know what it represented.
It was not that I wished the child away. It was that I did not want my pregnancy to become another explanation he could offer for staying, or another reason I might be persuaded to overlook what I had witnessed.
My purse lay beside me. Inside it was the gift I had brought for Sophia: a framed childhood photograph of the two of us with our mothers on an early birthday. She had once told me she wished she still had a copy. I had found one while sorting old albums and imagined her delight.
I took the gift bag out, set it on the desk, and left it unopened.
At one in the morning, another notification appeared. This time it was from Sophia.
I wish we could have celebrated together today. Love you always.
I read the message twice. She had written it while knowing exactly where my husband was. She knew I believed him to be in another state. She knew it was our birthday.
I did not answer.
Instead, I wrote down everything I could remember about the beach, the umbrella, the sketchbook, and the pottery studio. I recorded the order of their conversation. I noted the elderly owner's words and the fact that neither Vincent nor Sophia corrected her when she called them a couple.
When I finished, I read the document once and resisted the urge to improve it. The details were enough without making them more dramatic.
I booked the first flight I could reasonably take home. Then I searched my contacts for the name of an attorney a colleague had recommended during a difficult property matter the previous year. I had never needed to call her.
There was no sensible way to decide the future of my marriage in the middle of the night from a hotel room. But there was one thing I could decide.
Vincent would not be the person who told me what I had seen.
Before I closed my laptop, I looked once more at the photograph taken on our second anniversary. My grandmother used to tell me that a thing did not become less true because someone refused to look at it.
May you like
I had looked.
Now I needed to find out how much of the life I thought we shared had been spent somewhere else.