Chapter 2 - The Answer Rosa Had Buried

“She has my mother’s eyes.”
The words remained between us long after Alessandro stopped speaking. Lily slept against my shoulder with her little fist closed around the gold button. I could hear the faint click of a clock somewhere beyond the hallway. I had spent years learning how to be invisible in this house. Now the one man I had tried hardest to avoid was looking at me as though invisibility were no longer possible.
I wanted to say he was mistaken. The denial rose to my lips and stopped there. He had asked why I had never told him Lily was our daughter. There was no way to answer without confronting a choice neither of us had been allowed to make.
“I did tell you,” I whispered.
His expression changed. “When?”
“Before she was born. I wrote to you.”
He lowered his eyes to Lily and then looked at me again. “I received no letter.”
I knew the man in front of me well enough to recognize when he was angry. His voice grew quieter, not louder. Four years ago, we had known each other before I entered the Moretti household. We had met away from the estate, when I was doing temporary work at a private event. For a brief time, we had been something neither of us knew how to name. Then I learned I was pregnant, and everything became complicated by his name and the danger attached to it.
I had carried the news to the family office in a sealed envelope addressed to Alessandro personally. Weeks later, I received an answer on Moretti stationery. It said that he had been informed and that further discussion would not be welcome. There was no kindness in the message. I had saved it because I couldn't make myself throw it away.
Alessandro stood still. “Show me.”
“The letter is at my apartment.”
“Then we'll get it.”
I tightened my hold on Lily. “Not with men following us. Not with everyone knowing before I decide what happens next.”
He looked toward the empty staircase. For the first time since he came downstairs, uncertainty disturbed the authority in his face. “You are right. I shouldn't have asked as though I could make that decision for you.”
I had never heard him apologize for exercising his authority. That did not make the missing years vanish. It only made it harder to keep him in the simple category where I had placed him: a man who knew about his daughter and chose not to care.
He took one step away, giving me room to stand. My legs were stiff from the marble. Lily stirred but did not wake. Alessandro offered to call Mr. Bruno, and I agreed on the condition that no one take my child from my arms. When Bruno returned, he looked first at Lily's closed fist, then at my face. He seemed to understand that something beyond Isabella's outburst had occurred.
“Would you prepare the small sitting room?” Alessandro asked. “And make sure Rosa can leave when she wishes.”
Bruno nodded. “Of course, sir.”
I said I wanted to finish my workday, but Alessandro shook his head. “You've had enough for one morning. You'll be paid. That isn't a favor.”
In the sitting room, I laid Lily on a sofa beneath a clean blanket. She kept Bun pressed against her cheek after Bruno quietly brought it from the kitchen. The button remained in her hand. Nothing about her sleeping face suggested that a question capable of shaking a family had just been asked over her head.
Alessandro stayed by the doorway. He did not pretend we could settle three years of silence over coffee. He asked only for the date on the envelope, the office where I had left it, and whether anyone had spoken to me directly afterward. I answered each question carefully. The family office had been in a building near the river. A clerk had signed my delivery receipt. Nobody had contacted me in person. The reply arrived by ordinary mail at the room I rented then.
“Did my father know?” he asked.
“I don't know.”
That answer was true, and it frightened me more than an accusation would have. I remembered how quickly the clerk had recognized the Moretti name, how carefully he'd taken the envelope without offering to put it directly into Alessandro's hands. At the time, I had called his behavior respect. Now I wondered what else it might have been.
“I need a test,” Alessandro said. “Not because I think you're lying. Because neither of us should build Lily's future on what we believe we recognize in her face.”
The distinction mattered. I agreed to consider it, provided the test was arranged openly, with my consent and the results given to both of us. He accepted without argument.
A muted sound came from the staircase. Isabella stood on the landing, changed into a pale dress, her hand clasped around the banister. Alessandro faced her before she could approach us.
“The engagement arrangements are suspended,” he said. “You will remain away from Rosa and Lily while this is settled.”
“You cannot humiliate my family over a servant's accusation,” Isabella replied.
“I just told you what is happening. This is not a debate.”
For a moment she looked past him toward the sofa. Her gaze was not surprised. That was the detail I carried with me after she walked away. The word daughter had not made her ask a single question. She had sounded as if she already knew exactly what it meant.
Bruno helped me arrange a car to my apartment after Lily woke. Alessandro came no closer than the doorway when we left. Lily waved shyly, the gold button flashing between her fingers. He returned the wave without asking her to call him anything.
At home, I reached into the bottom of my old document box and removed the letter I had received before Lily was born. I had not unfolded it in years. The paper bore an embossed Moretti crest. Beneath the cold lines refusing further contact was a signature that appeared to be Alessandro's.
For the first time, I noticed something that I had missed when I was frightened and pregnant. The letter contained no reference to my name or the child. It spoke only of “the personal matter” and “the arrangement.” Whoever wrote it had taken care not to say what the matter actually was.
I placed it beside the yellowed receipt for my own envelope. Then I called Alessandro and read the delivery date aloud. There was a long silence before he answered.
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“That was the week I was in New Jersey,” he said. “The family office was being run by my father.”
Neither of us spoke for several seconds. The question was no longer whether a letter existed. It was who had decided Alessandro should never see it.