Chapter 6 - The Name I Chose to Tell Him

I had carried two fears since the morning I saw the pregnancy test. The first was that Alessandro would discover he was going to be a father. The second was that he would learn my real name and decide everything else about me had been a lie.
By Monday, the fear of a stranger telling him first had become worse than either possibility.
Julia advised me to keep the pregnancy separate from the investigation, to get medical care, and to make no decisions because of public pressure. She also arranged for an attorney to review the online accusations and the unauthorized hotel footage. I was relieved that she did not speak to me as if a child made me incapable of understanding the rest of my life.
I called Alessandro and asked to see him at Julia's office. He arrived at five, carrying no folder this time. When he saw the empty conference table, his expression changed.
“Is something wrong?”
“Yes,” I said. “But not in the way you think.”
I had practiced the conversation all afternoon. None of the words survived the sight of him standing there, patient and visibly worried.
“My name is Elizabeth Ward.”
He didn't speak. I forced myself to continue.
“After the Riverside fire, I started using Emma. Liam knew me when I was Elizabeth, but he calls me Emma because I asked him to. I needed a name that didn't lead strangers directly to the daughter of Daniel and Sarah Ward.”
I explained the calls I'd received after requesting the fire investigation file. One man had told me my parents' case was closed and asked why I was still searching. Another had followed me from a records office to a train station. Nothing had happened that would prove a crime, but I had become frightened enough to move into Liam's spare room, use the name Emma in everyday life, and stop introducing myself as a Ward. Liam knew the facts of my parents' deaths. He hadn't known how much of my search had continued in secret.
At the hotel, I'd been terrified that even speaking my name to Alessandro would connect me to Kessler's paperwork.
“You could have told me,” he said quietly.
“I wanted to. That's what frightened me.”
His eyes rested on mine. “I'm sorry you've had to live like that.”
It wasn't forgiveness or accusation. It was simply a recognition of what the years had cost me.
“There's something else,” I said.
I placed a folded page on the table. It was a confirmation from the clinic where I'd had my first prenatal appointment that morning. My doctor had explained that the home test needed follow-up care, and an examination had confirmed the pregnancy. I'd been so nervous that I'd barely heard anything after she said the word confirmed.
“I'm pregnant,” I told him. “I believe you're the father.”
He sat down slowly. The silence stretched until I could hear footsteps in the corridor outside.
I kept my hands flat on the table, forcing them not to shake.
“Say something,” I whispered.
Alessandro looked at the paper, then at me. “Are you feeling all right?”
The unexpected question loosened something in my chest. “Mostly sick in the mornings. And afraid almost all the time.”
“I can understand the second part.” He inhaled. “I didn't know. I don't want you to think I would have ignored this if you had told me.”
“I don't know what you would have done.”
“Neither do I,” he admitted. “I can tell you what I want to do now. I want to listen, and I want you to have the choices and care you need. I won't use the foundation, money, or lawyers to tell you what those choices should be.”
I had expected anger. Or joy so overwhelming that I would be asked to surrender my own uncertainty. His restraint moved me more deeply than either reaction might have.
“I need time,” I said.
“You have it.”
He asked if Liam was helping me and whether I had enough privacy at home. He offered assistance with appointments, but accepted when I said I wanted to keep my own doctor and schedule. We discussed nothing that sounded like a promise to marry, a demand for access, or a plan made for a child who hadn't yet been born.
For that evening, it was enough that he knew.
After Alessandro left, Julia returned with a new document from the auditors. It was labeled a family consent and claims release. The foundation's files suggested that both of my parents had agreed to accept a confidential safety settlement before the fire, supposedly acknowledging that construction defects had been disclosed to them.
“Why would they sign that?” I asked.
“That's what we need to determine,” she said. “The signatures could be genuine, copied, or placed on a document that changed later. The electronic version is not the original.”
I stared at the signature attributed to my mother. Her capital S had a long downward stroke, and she always joined the letters of our surname with a slight upward curve. On this page, her name looked familiar enough to hurt.
But the signature sat beneath a paragraph describing the completed inspection of a system my parents had still been complaining about.
Julia pointed to a small reference code at the bottom.
“We're requesting the complete audit trail, including when the file was created, who revised it, and where the paper original was stored. Don't make a public claim about forgery until we have that information.”
I nodded. I wanted certainty, not another accusation people could dismiss because I couldn't prove it.
Later that evening, I visited the small park beside Liam's building. Alessandro called once, not to ask more questions, but to tell me he'd directed the foundation to make its records available to external investigators and had informed the board about the preservation requests. He had also asked his private office to review how the hotel images had been obtained.
“Do you regret that night?” I asked before I could stop myself.
He was silent for a moment.
“I regret that you didn't feel safe telling me your name,” he said. “I don't regret listening to you.”
I watched the last leaves moving across the pavement. “Neither do I.”
When I returned home, Liam was trying to repair the bathroom faucet again. He had a wrench in one hand and a towel around the base of the sink.
“Not your finest skill,” I said.
He looked over his shoulder. “I was hoping I could fix one problem today.”
I laughed for the first time in days. Then I helped him hold the pipe steady.
While we worked, his phone rang. He answered, listened, and handed it to me.
It was Julia. The audit team had recovered a backup copy of my father's original complaint and the metadata for the consent release.
“The withdrawal and the release were added to the archive from the same administrative account,” she said. “More than two years after the fire.”
The wrench slipped from my hand and struck the tile.
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Someone hadn't simply ignored my parents' warnings.
Someone had tried to rewrite what they had warned about after they were gone.