Chapter 5 - The Trip to Buy Olive Oil

The media consultation charge was listed as a routine communications expense. The attached proposal was anything but routine.
Rachel read it aloud during our appointment the following Monday. The consultant had been asked to prepare a response if photographs emerged showing Thomas McCauley's separated wife working in a supermarket while pregnant. A proposed statement described me as someone who had “chosen publicity over privacy” and suggested that any claims about the child would be handled through established legal channels.
I stared at the pages.
“No claims have been made,” I said.
“Exactly,” Rachel answered.
The company had paid for a response to an accusation I hadn't made, using photographs I hadn't known existed. In one picture, I was leaving the clinic with my hand beneath my stomach. In another, I was entering Grand Foods in uniform. Neither image showed anything scandalous. I was going to a medical appointment. I was going to work.
Somehow, in Sarah's proposed version of events, those ordinary choices were preparations for a public campaign against Thomas.
“Can they publish this?” I asked.
“They haven't, as far as we know. We've demanded that the consultant stop using the material and preserve all instructions and drafts. We will challenge any inaccurate allegations if they are circulated.”
I nodded, but it was difficult to sit still. For months I had measured my independence in small increments. Rent paid from my own account. A shift completed without asking permission. A secondhand rocking chair placed beside the bedroom window. Sarah had looked at those same months and constructed a strategy from them.
Later that afternoon, Thomas asked if I would speak to him in Rachel's office for twenty minutes. I accepted because I wanted him to answer one question the documents raised.
“Why were you buying olive oil?” I asked when he sat down.
He looked genuinely confused. “What?”
“At Grand Foods. You don't buy groceries. You went into that particular store carrying a bottle you could have had delivered to any of your kitchens.”
He rubbed his forehead. “Sarah said the restaurant we were going to had run out of the specialty oil she'd promised a client. She wanted to stop and pick some up on the way.”
“Did she choose the store?”
“Yes.”
“Did she go inside with you?”
“She stayed behind me.” He stopped. “You think she brought me there deliberately.”
“I think someone paid an investigator to learn where I worked, and Sarah was the person who arranged that payment. I want you to tell me whether you believe this was a coincidence.”
He didn't answer quickly. That, at least, was new.
“No,” he said at last. “I don't.”
I waited, expecting him to explain why Sarah might have engineered the encounter. Instead, he looked down at the printed proposal and said, “I gave her far too much freedom to act in my name.”
“And far too little attention to anyone who questioned it.”
He accepted that without argument.
I told him something he had not understood at the register. Working at Grand Foods was not proof that I had been ruined by leaving him. I had chosen it because I needed a schedule, health coverage, and an income that came from my own effort. The first paycheck had meant more to me than the jewelry he'd bought during our marriage. It was not as much money. It was something I could account for without asking him.
“You shouldn't have had to do that,” he said.
“Maybe not. But don't take it away from me by calling it a tragedy.”
He looked uncomfortable, and I knew he was remembering his first reaction to my shoes and badge.
“I saw you standing there,” he admitted, “and I thought you were struggling because of me.”
“I was struggling,” I said. “Not everything difficult in my life is yours to repair.”
For the first time in years, he listened to a sentence without converting it into a problem for his staff.
The office review moved quickly after that. Sarah's consulting contract had given her authority to coordinate outside communications, but not to commission personal surveillance using corporate funds. The media consultant confirmed that Sarah had supplied the photographs and asked for language emphasizing my supposed financial motives. There was no evidence that anyone had published the proposal.
Thomas terminated her consulting arrangement permanently. His company sought reimbursement for the unauthorized expenditures and placed the supporting records with independent counsel. Sarah's lawyer disputed several descriptions of her conduct, but did not deny that she had requested the work.
Two evenings later, a new document arrived from the consultant. It was a calendar invitation Sarah had sent on the Thursday of our encounter. The location was Grand Foods. The note described the stop for olive oil as a necessary errand before dinner.
A second attachment recorded a message Sarah had sent to the consultant earlier that afternoon: Thomas will see the situation himself tonight. Have the response ready if needed.
When Rachel showed it to me, I felt the cold, steady anger I remembered from the checkout.
Sarah had chosen the hour. She had chosen the store. She had anticipated Thomas seeing my pregnancy and prepared to define me publicly before I could say a word.
I wondered whether she had expected him to walk away from the sight of our daughter as easily as he had walked away from our marriage.
Thomas's attorney informed Rachel that he had asked Sarah to communicate only through counsel. A few hours later, Sarah sent me another message anyway.
You don't understand what Thomas is capable of when he feels trapped. I was trying to protect all of us.
I gave the message to Rachel. I didn't answer.
There was a time when I might have tried to persuade Thomas that Sarah was dangerous. I no longer wanted the job of teaching my husband whom to trust. The evidence was in front of him, and his response would belong to him.
That night, I folded the first small cotton blanket I'd bought for my daughter. She moved beneath my hand while I worked, an insistent little reminder that the future was approaching regardless of the adults trying to control its story.
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The next morning, Rachel called with news I had feared since seeing the media proposal. Someone had contacted a gossip website with photographs of me entering Grand Foods and asked whether it wanted a story about Thomas's pregnant estranged wife.
The publication had not yet gone live. But a reporter was already requesting comment.