Chapter 4 - The Question Brooke Would Not Ask Him

I did not invite Brooke into Bellweather.
Instead, I suggested we speak at a café in town, during daylight, with no expectation that the conversation would stay secret. She agreed so quickly that I suspected she had already regretted sending the message.
I arrived five minutes early. Brooke was there, twisting the handle of her coffee cup. Without Jason beside her, she looked younger than I remembered, and considerably less certain.
“Thank you for coming,” she said.
“I came to hear what you wanted. That isn't the same as agreeing to help.”
She nodded.
I liked that she didn't pretend not to understand.
Brooke explained that Mercer & Table had promised a major autumn event to a longstanding client. Staff had already been scheduled. Suppliers expected deposits. Yet the finance system showed several invoices as paid when vendors were reporting no money received.
“I thought you handled payments,” she said.
“I stopped managing those accounts months ago. Jason knows that.”
“He says you left the system in a mess.”
I folded my hands.
“Do you believe him?”
She looked at the table.
“I believed a lot of things he said.”
The admission did not excuse her part in my marriage. It did, however, sound different from the smug smile she'd worn on the driveway.
“Ask his bookkeeper for the payment confirmations,” I told her. “If the company has a problem, the company needs to investigate.”
“Will you look at one invoice?”
“No. My attorney is handling a complaint about transactions on my personal card. I can't inspect confidential company records.”
Her eyes widened.
“He was still charging things to your card?”
“That's being investigated.”
I let the silence remain between us.
Then I asked the question I'd wanted to ask since seeing her and Jason through the office window.
“When did he tell you our marriage was over?”
She swallowed.
“February.”
I remembered February. My birthday dinner. Jason had sent flowers and left halfway through dessert to attend what he called an emergency tasting.
“What exactly did he say?”
“That you were living separate lives. That you stayed because of the lifestyle.”
I looked through the café window at passing traffic.
For years I'd worried about making demands because he worked so hard. Apparently he'd been telling someone else that I contributed nothing.
“Did you know he was married and still living with me?”
“Yes,” Brooke whispered.
It would have been easy to make her the entire villain. It would have been even easier to comfort her and pretend the damage didn't matter.
I did neither.
“You made choices,” I said. “So did he. I'm not responsible for what those choices cost you.”
Her eyes glistened. She nodded without arguing.
The conversation ended shortly afterward.
Back at Bellweather, the architect brought revised drawings of the carriage house. I approved an accessibility review, kitchen ventilation study, and a meeting with local culinary educators. I wanted any apprentice program to be useful, not a decorative charity project attached to an old house.
Mrs. Alvarez examined the drawings with interest.
“Your mother would have loved the long tables.”
“She wrote that people learn better when they can see each other's hands.”
“She also wrote that children should be allowed to make terrible bread before making good bread.”
I laughed for the first time that week.
In the afternoon, Elena called with news from the bank. The disputed charges had been initiated through a vendor payment portal connected to Mercer & Table. The bank was gathering evidence; it had not yet determined responsibility. That distinction mattered.
I wanted to be angry with Jason. I was angry.
But I also wanted to be accurate.
Elena reminded me that a careless or unauthorized payment could have resulted from a retained card credential rather than a deliberate plan. We would wait for records.
That evening, Jason rang the gate intercom.
I ignored the first call. On the second, Mrs. Alvarez asked whether I wanted her to contact security.
“No. I'll speak once.”
Jason's voice sounded tense.
“Brooke says you met her.”
“Yes.”
“You had no right to interfere with my employees.”
“She contacted me.”
“She's upset. You filled her head with accusations.”
“I told her to ask your bookkeeper for records.”
He exhaled sharply.
“You've always had to be right.”
“I would have settled for being treated honestly.”
“You're enjoying this. That enormous house, the gates, your little performance.”
I looked down the driveway at the leaves gathering beside the stone wall.
“This property belonged to my family long before I met you. It's not a performance.”
“Why didn't you tell me?”
“Because it wasn't a test. I simply wanted something that was mine to stay mine.”
For a moment, there was only the faint buzz of the speaker.
Then he said, more quietly, “We could have done things differently.”
“We could have.”
He waited as though that agreement meant I would invite him inside.
I didn't.
The next morning, I received a letter from the supplier whose charges had appeared on my personal card. Its accounts manager confirmed that an old payment credential had remained attached to the company's ordering account. The supplier had treated it as valid because no one from Mercer & Table removed it. They apologized and offered to reverse any improper charges after reconciliation.
I forwarded the letter to Elena.
What Jason called a mess was beginning to look like something simpler and sadder.
For four years, I had kept his systems running.
The moment I stopped, he had to discover which parts of the business depended on me.
At the carriage house, a representative from the culinary school arrived to discuss paid placements. She brought examples of programs that had worked and others that had failed because their founders preferred photographs to proper wages.
“I don't want photographs,” I told her.
“What do you want?”
I thought about the staff who hadn't known whether their paychecks would clear after the pandemic, and the earrings I'd sold to help them.
“I want people to learn a skill without having to be grateful for being underpaid.”
She smiled.
“Then we can talk.”
Late that afternoon, another message arrived from Brooke.
She had obtained proof that the disputed vendor invoices were not the only accounts needing attention. Several deposits for the autumn event had never been transmitted, despite the system marking them complete.
Her final sentence was short.
Jason is telling the client it was your fault.
I put the phone down.
May you like
This time, the problem was not merely trying to reach my gate.
Someone was carrying my name into it.