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Chapter 6 - The Cost of Keeping Quiet

I had expected Victor to contact Damian. I hadn't expected him to telephone my apartment.

Julia had insisted that I keep my number private, but the Romano household had used it for years before I moved. Victor knew how to reach me. His voice was almost courteous when I answered, which made the call more unsettling.

“Emma. I hear there's been confusion about some old invoices.”

“I've asked my attorney to handle questions about those.”

“Of course. Nobody wants to make you uncomfortable. But your name appears on the approval. You should be careful about saying you don't remember things.”

“I remember not signing it.”

He gave a soft laugh. I knew that kind of laugh. Men around Damian used it when they expected someone to become embarrassed and retreat.

“Four years is a long time,” Victor said. “Damian has enough trouble without a domestic disagreement turning into a financial investigation.”

I ended the call. My hand shook as I sent Julia the time, number, and exact words I could remember. Then I told Damian. Not because I needed him to frighten Victor on my behalf, but because he was responsible for the man who had been given that much authority in his businesses.

Damian wanted to send security to the apartment. I refused.

“I will make a report if he contacts me again,” I said. “You can keep him away from me by giving your lawyers the information and removing his access. I don't want men outside my door.”

He exhaled. “I can do that.”

“Then do it.”

By evening, outside counsel had directed Victor to preserve company records and suspended his ability to approve payments while the independent review proceeded. It wasn't a declaration of guilt. It was a practical way to prevent missing documents and further disputed transactions while the accounting questions were investigated.

Damian told me this without presenting it as a gift.

I tried to imagine the man I'd married five years earlier taking a similar step. He would have said he could handle Victor privately and asked me not to worry. Back then, I probably would have agreed. Now I understood how much damage could happen inside the space created by that reassurance.

My second cardiology appointment fell the next morning. Martha accompanied me, carrying the list of symptoms I'd prepared. The doctor reviewed the monitoring and imaging results, then talked through a leading possibility: episodes of temporary coronary artery constriction, sometimes called vasospasm. She explained that the diagnosis needed careful correlation with symptoms and testing, and that treatment would be chosen according to the findings and my response.

I asked whether stress had caused it.

“Stress can sometimes act as a trigger,” she said. “But I don't want you thinking this is simply something you imagined or failed to manage. You're experiencing physical symptoms. We take them seriously.”

Those words made me cry for the first time since the party.

It wasn't dramatic. A few tears came while I sat looking down at my hands. Martha moved closer but didn't tell me to stop. I was relieved that my body had not somehow forgotten how to feel.

The doctor discussed medication options, urgent-warning symptoms, and a plan for follow-up. She also made clear that severe or persistent chest pain required emergency attention. I wrote the instructions in a small notebook separate from the diary. I wanted a record of what to do, not another place to explain why I hadn't done it.

Back in my apartment, Julia brought copies of correspondence recovered from the foundation. The missing archive box had been located in a company storage room after the outside lawyers demanded an inventory. Its seal had been disturbed, but the original documents appeared to be present. A chain-of-custody log was being prepared before anyone handled them further.

One email in the older collection showed Victor requesting the replacement supplier shortly before Olivia changed the benefit date. Another showed Olivia forwarding his suggestion with a note saying she trusted him to make the arrangements. The dates supported her account. They also made clear that the change hadn't simply arisen from a careless calendar entry.

Then Julia placed a different message in front of me. It was from the foundation's treasurer, sent after the fundraiser, asking why Breakwater had received a consulting payment when staff could not identify any work the company had performed.

The response came from an address used by Victor's office. It said the payment had been approved by the event organizer, Emma Romano, and referred to an attached signed authorization.

There it was: my name serving as an answer nobody had wanted to verify.

“The treasurer asked one question,” I said. “And they told her I'd approved it.”

“Yes.”

“I didn't even know the payment existed.”

Julia nodded. “That's why we need to establish how the signature was created and who submitted it.”

The question was more frightening than simply being blamed for bad catering. Someone had used my name to stop a financial inquiry. I had spent years trying to avoid conflict, and that habit had made me convenient.

Damian called after supper. He asked about my appointment without demanding the medical details. I told him only that I was being treated and followed closely. He thanked me for answering.

Then I asked something I'd been avoiding since he opened the diary.

“Did you read all of it?”

“Not all. Enough to know I had missed things I should have seen.”

“Those pages weren't evidence I was collecting against you. They were where I went when there was nobody I could talk to.”

“I know that now. I should have asked.”

“It wasn't yours to discover just because I left it out.”

He was silent for a long moment. “You're right.”

I wanted to believe he meant it. I also knew believing him and returning to him were two different decisions.

Before the call ended, he said the accountants had identified an unusual pattern. Breakwater's invoices increased around the same time each stage of the harbor project needed fresh financing. Victor had personally approved the supporting reports while Damian signed larger funding authorizations. They were tracing whether any work had actually been done.

“Then let them do it independently,” I said.

“I will.”

After I hung up, I moved the blue diary from the kitchen table to the bookcase beside my bed. The elastic strap no longer held it closed very well, but I put it there openly. I could still choose who read it. I didn't need to bury it under silk scarves to keep that choice.

That night, Julia called with a final update. The document examiner had compared the scanned approval with an old foundation thank-you card bearing my genuine signature. The same unusual ink interruption appeared in both images, even though the documents supposedly had been signed years apart.

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It was a strong indication that my signature had been copied rather than written on the invoice.

The diary had led Damian to the question. The documents were beginning to answer it.

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