Chapter 4 - The Marriage That Never Happened

On the first Monday after Christmas, Rebecca sent a formal preservation notice to Vincent's attorney.
It asked that our shared tablet, relevant emails, banking records, and communications with the lender be preserved. It didn't accuse him of destroying anything. It simply made clear that destroying evidence now would have consequences.
For once, I found comfort in language that left no room for charm.
Vincent replied to the notice through his lawyer. The tablet was at the house, he said, and could be made available for inspection by agreement.
Rebecca arranged for a qualified examiner to collect and image it. I did not go to the house. I was afraid of what I'd feel if I saw our wedding photographs still hanging above the staircase.
The forensic review would take time.
Meanwhile, the financial statements kept arriving.
The lender's initial records showed that most of the home-equity proceeds had been deposited into a business account controlled by Vincent. From there, substantial payments had gone to Northlake Property Services. There were also transfers to a medical billing service, but the descriptions were not detailed enough to establish whose expenses they'd covered.
“We shouldn't assume what these payments mean,” Rebecca cautioned.
“I know what they probably mean.”
“Probably isn't the standard we need.”
She was right.
I hated that she was right.
Three days later, I received a message from Vanessa Reed.
I recognized her name immediately.
Dr. Moretti, I'm sorry to contact you. Someone at the hospital told me not to involve you in my care, and I won't. But there's something Vincent gave me that I think you should see.
I stared at the screen.
She hadn't asked for medical advice.
She hadn't asked whether I hated her.
She wanted to show me something.
I sent the message to Rebecca. We agreed that if I chose to meet Vanessa, we would speak as private individuals and avoid anything related to her protected medical record.
We met in a quiet café near a bookstore, far from the hospital.
Vanessa looked younger without the harsh emergency-room lights. Her hair was tied in a loose knot. She wore a thick blue sweater, and she held a cup of warm water between both hands.
When I sat down, she stood up too quickly.
“I'm sorry,” she said.
I took the chair opposite her.
“Sit down, Vanessa.”
She did.
For a while neither of us spoke.
Finally she took a folded paper from her bag.
“He told me you were divorced.”
“I know.”
“He showed me this.”
She placed the document on the table.
It looked like a court order. There was a heading from an Illinois circuit court, an official-looking case number, and language stating that the marriage between Vincent Moretti and Claire Moretti had been dissolved the previous spring.
I stared at my name.
Beneath it was a judge's signature.
There had been no court hearing.
No petition.
No divorce.
“I believed it,” Vanessa whispered. “I asked more than once because he wouldn't introduce me to certain people. He said you were private about the separation. I thought I was respecting that.”
“Did he tell you how long we'd been married?”
“Five years. He said it ended before we became serious.”
I looked up.
“When did you meet him?”
“Three years ago.”
The answer was what I'd expected.
Hearing it still hurt.
She swallowed.
“We had a ceremony six months ago. Just us and two friends, at a little place outside the city. He said the paperwork would be handled afterward.”
“You thought it was a wedding.”
“Yes.”
I thought of Vincent calling her his wife in the emergency department.
He had built two different meanings into the same word.
One for her.
One for me.
“Did you know about my pregnancy last year?” I asked before I could stop myself.
Vanessa shook her head.
“He told me you didn't have children. He never told me you lost one.”
For a moment I couldn't answer.
I looked away toward the café window, where snow slid slowly down the glass.
I had spent months imagining the woman Vincent loved instead of me. In my mind she had known everything and taken pleasure in it. But the woman sitting across from me had been handed a forged divorce order and promises she had no reason to be able to verify easily.
That didn't erase three years of deception.
It changed who had done the deceiving.
“Why are you showing me this?” I asked.
Vanessa rubbed a finger along the paper's edge.
“Because when I confronted him at the hospital, he said you'd agreed to keep your marriage secret until his business deal closed.”
I felt a flash of anger.
“He told you I agreed?”
“Yes. Then he told me you were trying to punish him financially.”
I shook my head.
“He opened a credit line in my name. I only learned about it after Christmas.”
Vanessa's face went blank.
“What credit line?”
I stopped.
I wasn't going to hand her every detail before Rebecca had examined the records. But I could see that she had genuinely never heard of the loan.
“It's being investigated,” I said. “I can't say more.”
She looked down at her cup.
“He told me Northlake paid his business expenses. There was an apartment he rented through them. I thought that was why the statements sometimes came to our address.”
I leaned forward.
“Your address?”
She gave me the street name.
It was the same street printed on a hotel receipt I'd found in Vincent's coat pocket in October.
He'd said the receipt belonged to a colleague.
Of course he had.
“Are you going back to him?” I asked.
“I don't know what I'm doing yet.”
It was the first completely unguarded thing she'd said.
I believed her.
“You should speak to a lawyer of your own,” I said. “Not mine. Not his.”
Vanessa's eyes filled.
“I thought you'd want to yell at me.”
“I might have, if you'd called me a week ago.”
“Why not now?”
I looked at the false court order.
“Because I'm tired of the way he makes women carry the shame for his choices.”
When we stood to leave, Vanessa handed me a copy of the document. She kept the original for her attorney.
Outside, she paused under the café awning.
“Claire?”
“Yes?”
“I didn't know he was married when he asked me to have a baby with him.”
I could not answer that without revealing more of myself than I was ready to share.
So I said, “I hope you get the support you need.”
Back in Rebecca's office, we checked the case information through official court records. The number on Vanessa's paper belonged to an unrelated matter. The document was not a valid dissolution order.
Rebecca examined the copy beneath her desk lamp.
“This isn't just a lie he told over dinner,” she said.
“No.”
“Someone constructed a document meant to withstand a casual glance.”
I thought of the same man who had once brought me flowers in the rain.
That man had known exactly how to make me believe him.
Before I went home, Rebecca received another message from the lender.
It contained a list of supporting documents used for the home-equity application.
One was a scan of my driver's license.
Another was a signed acknowledgment that I understood the debt.
Beneath the acknowledgment was a handwritten note:
Borrower unavailable for verification call due to emergency hospital duties.
May you like
The date beside it was familiar.
It was the week after I had lost our first baby.