Chapter 7 - The Photograph My Father Left Behind Without Knowing

I was angry at Brick for knowing my father.
That made no sense, which made me angrier.
He had not hidden it. He had not recognized me. He had not abandoned me.
But grief does not care about logic.
For three days I avoided The Foundry and answered Brick with one-word texts. June did not force the issue. She left the old photograph on my dresser inside a clear plastic sleeve.
I kept turning it facedown.
Then turning it back.
My father looked happy in it.
I barely remembered him happy.
By the time I was old enough to notice moods, he worked double shifts, worried about bills, and coughed from welding fumes. He died in a highway collision coming home after midnight. The state file called it accidental death.
To me, it had always felt like a door slamming.
Mara came by on Friday and found me doing algebra at June’s kitchen table.
“Your life is becoming inconveniently normal,” she said.
“I hate algebra.”
“Exactly.”
She had news.
The hidden spreadsheets were real. Metadata connected them to Brookside’s internal server. Several entries had been edited from Lorraine Pike’s login, but some were approved through Dr. Venn’s administrator account.
Wade Hasker had also been arrested after Micah and two former residents gave statements alleging assault.
“Does that mean it’s over?” I asked.
“No.”
Of course not.
Brookside’s license had been temporarily suspended, and the remaining residents were being transferred. The state announced an external review of oversight failures. Dr. Venn was placed on administrative leave.
I should have felt victorious.
Instead I thought about kids packing their belongings into black trash bags.
“What happens to them?”
“Different placements.”
“Good ones?”
Mara hesitated.
That was the answer.
After she left, Brick arrived carrying a metal toolbox.
“I come in peace,” he said.
June waved him toward the garage.
I stayed at the table.
He did not ask me to join him.
An hour later I heard a grinder start.
Curiosity beat anger.
I found him at the workbench cleaning rust from an old motorcycle part.
“Your dad made this,” he said without looking up.
It was a small steel bracket, ugly and overbuilt.
“For what?”
“My first custom luggage rack. I designed something stupid. Danny fixed it.”
He handed it to me.
My father’s initials—DT—were scratched into the underside.
I ran my thumb across them.
“What was he like?”
Brick leaned against the bench.
“Annoying.”
I looked up.
“He sang badly. Borrowed tools and returned them cleaner than he got them. Could weld a beer can without burning through it. Thought motorcycles were safer than horses, which proves he was an idiot.”
I laughed.
Brick smiled.
Then his face softened.
“He talked about you once.”
My chest tightened.
“I was a baby.”
“Yeah. He came into work without sleeping. Said you screamed all night and then smiled at him in the morning like nothing happened. He said that was probably what being a parent was—getting destroyed by somebody and loving them anyway.”
I stared at the bracket until the letters blurred.
“Why’d you stop talking?”
“Life. He took a job across town. I got married. Then divorced. People think losing touch happens because of a fight. Usually it happens because Tuesday becomes Wednesday enough times.”
That sentence stayed with me.
I had spent years thinking every disappearance needed a dramatic reason.
Sometimes people just failed each other quietly.
That night, I asked Brick for the photograph.
He said it was mine now.
A week later, Lena Ortiz met us at her office. She had found something unrelated to Brookside but connected to my file.
“Your mother,” she said.
I stopped breathing.
“What about her?”
“Angela Turner is alive.”
I had imagined those words a thousand times.
In some versions, I screamed. In others, I ran to her. In the darkest ones, I told her I hated her.
In reality, I said nothing.
Lena continued carefully.
“She entered a residential addiction treatment program in Spokane nearly two years ago under her maiden name, Angela Ross. Afterward, she moved through transitional housing. She has been employed steadily for eleven months.”
“Why didn’t she find me?”
Lena’s eyes dropped.
“She says she tried.”
I laughed once.
It sounded ugly.
“Everybody tries.”
“She sent letters to your second foster placement. They were returned after you moved. She called the county twice. Because her parental rights had been limited and she had an active warrant at the time for a probation violation, she says she panicked and stopped.”
“So she quit.”
“I’m telling you what she reported. Not asking you to forgive it.”
I stood.
June touched my arm.
I pulled away.
“Does she know where I am?”
“No. Not unless you consent.”
Again, the choice was mine.
I hated choices.
They made everything my responsibility.
“What does she want?”
Lena slid a sealed envelope across the desk.
“She wrote you a letter.”
I stared at it.
My name was written on the front in handwriting I recognized from birthday cards I had not seen in years.
Eli.
May you like
Just four letters.
They frightened me more than any threat from Brookside.
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