Chapter 2 - A Funeral for a Woman Still Breathing

I woke to a heart monitor and the sound of someone turning pages.
For one confused second, I thought I was home.
Then pain moved through my ribs when I inhaled, and the mountain returned all at once.
The room was small, warm, and private. No hospital logo marked the blankets. No name appeared on the whiteboard. The window looked onto a courtyard buried in snow.
Luca sat in a chair near the door reading a file.
He noticed my eyes open and closed it.
“How long?” I asked.
“Eleven hours.”
“My baby?”
“Stable.”
I shut my eyes.
That one word carried more mercy than I knew what to do with.
A doctor came in a few minutes later. Dr. Lena Ortiz was in her forties, brisk without being cold. She told me I had a fractured wrist, two cracked ribs, deep bruising along my hip and shoulder, and mild hypothermia. The baby’s heart rate had remained reassuring through the night.
“You were extremely lucky,” she said.
“No,” I said. “I landed on a ledge.”
She studied me for a moment.
“Then you were extremely stubborn.”
“That too.”
When she left, Luca handed me water.
I took it with my good hand.
“What happened after I fell?”
He did not pretend not to understand.
“Michael called park authorities forty-six minutes later. He said you slipped while taking a photograph.”
My fingers tightened around the cup.
“He waited forty-six minutes?”
“Yes.”
“He left me there.”
“Yes.”
“And Ashley?”
“He didn’t mention she was with you.”
Of course he didn’t.
Luca opened the file again and removed a printed timeline.
I almost laughed at the normality of paper in a room where my life had stopped being normal.
“Michael told investigators the two of you had been alone,” Luca said. “He claimed he climbed down as far as he could, lost sight of you in the storm, then drove until he had service.”
“He had service at the overlook.”
“We know.”
“How?”
“Because Ashley made a call from there twenty-one minutes after you fell.”
The first real piece of evidence settled between us.
Not proof of attempted murder.
But a crack.
“Who did she call?”
“We don’t know yet.”
“You keep saying we.”
“I have investigators.”
“Police?”
“No.”
“Then none of this matters in court unless we do this correctly.”
One eyebrow lifted.
“My father taught me something too.”
“I remember.”
I looked at him sharply.
“He talked about me?”
“Rarely. That was how I knew you mattered.”
I stared at the blankets.
My father had been dead five years. There were still mornings when I thought of calling him before memory caught up.
“What exactly did he tell you?”
Luca leaned back.
“Michael approached one of our investment companies eight years ago. He wanted financing for a development in River North. Your father discovered Michael had exaggerated collateral and quietly stopped the deal before my uncle signed it.”
I blinked.
“Dad knew Michael before I married him?”
“He knew enough to distrust him.”
“He never told me.”
“He tried.”
Anger rose instantly. “No, he didn’t.”
Luca did not react.
“He asked you to slow the wedding down.”
I remembered a fight in my father’s kitchen three weeks before my marriage. I had accused him of judging Michael because Michael had grown up poor and become successful without the right family connections.
My father had said, I’m asking you to know how he behaves when no one is impressed by him.
I had walked out.
The memory made my face burn.
“He never said fraud.”
“He didn’t have proof strong enough to make the accusation he wanted to make. Your father was careful with facts.”
That sounded exactly like him.
I looked toward the window.
“So after he died, you watched Michael?”
“Not constantly. Your father did not ask me to control your life. He asked me to pay attention if Michael came back into my family’s financial orbit.”
“And he did.”
“Eight months ago.”
Luca explained that Michael had used a chain of shell companies to borrow against commercial properties already pledged elsewhere. When lenders began demanding repayment, he tried to refinance through a fund partly controlled by the Vescari family. Luca’s compliance team found irregularities and rejected him.
Two months later, an insurance broker with old connections to the family mentioned an unusual policy amendment tied to Michael Carter.
“My name?” I asked.
“Your name.”
“And you still didn’t call the police.”
“I had suspicion, not evidence of a crime.”
“You had a forged signature.”
“We had a copy that looked wrong. I hired a document examiner. Before the report came back, Michael took you to Colorado.”
“And you followed us.”
“I followed him.”
The distinction mattered to Luca. I could hear it.
It mattered to me too.
“How did you find the ledge?”
“One of my people located the rental SUV. When Michael left the overlook without you, we launched from a private hangar and searched the descent line below the last place you were seen.”
“You were that close?”
“Not close enough.”
There was anger in his voice for the first time.
Not at me.
At himself.
I set the cup down.
“I want the police involved.”
“They will be.”
“Now.”
Luca nodded once, as if he had expected the demand.
A woman entered a few minutes later carrying a legal pad. Miriam Shaw was a former federal prosecutor, now a private attorney. She introduced herself, then asked whether I wanted Luca to remain in the room.
That question earned more trust than anything Luca had said.
“Yes,” I told her.
For two hours, I gave a statement.
I told Miriam about the argument, the push, the fall, Michael and Ashley’s voices above me, the fifty million dollars, and the way Michael had laughed.
I told her every detail I could remember without letting her fill gaps for me.
When I finished, she said, “We have two choices. We can contact local law enforcement immediately and disclose that you survived. Or we can contact them through counsel, disclose your survival only to a tightly controlled team, and ask them to preserve evidence before Michael knows the case has changed.”
“Which is safer for the investigation?”
“The second, if they agree.”
“And for me?”
“The second.”
I looked at Luca.
He said nothing.
Good.
This decision had to be mine.
“Do it through counsel.”
Miriam made the call.
By evening, a Colorado Bureau of Investigation agent named Priya Shah and a park investigator joined us by secure video. They did not sound thrilled about the secrecy, but my injuries, the insurance policy, and Ashley’s unreported presence changed the tone quickly.
They promised to preserve the overlook, rental vehicle records, phone records, and Michael’s original statement before notifying him I was alive.
Before Agent Shah moved on, she asked whether Michael had access to my medical portal, email, or banking credentials. The answer embarrassed me because it was yes to all three. We had built our marriage around convenience. Michael paid household bills, renewed insurance, and stored passwords in a shared manager he controlled.
Agent Shah did not react with judgment. She simply made a list.
“We will freeze what needs freezing and preserve logs before anyone changes them,” she said.
That practical sentence steadied me. The case was not asking me to become smarter than Michael overnight. It was asking me to tell the truth about what he had access to, even when the truth made me feel exposed.
Then Agent Shah asked a question I had been avoiding.
“Mrs. Carter, are you willing to remain officially missing for a short period while we secure evidence?”
I thought of my friends.
My coworkers.
People who might grieve me honestly.
“How short?”
“Forty-eight hours, perhaps seventy-two.”
Luca’s face hardened.
Miriam said, “That is her decision.”
I appreciated that too.
I pressed my palm over my stomach.
My child deserved more from me than rage.
He deserved a case that would hold.
“Seventy-two hours,” I said. “No longer.”
The next morning, Michael announced that search crews had been forced to suspend recovery operations because of avalanche risk.
By afternoon, the story had spread.
Pregnant Chicago woman presumed dead after tragic fall.
My photograph appeared on local television.
Michael gave a statement outside our building with his face arranged into grief.
Ashley stood ten feet behind him.
I watched from a private room in Colorado with my wrist in a cast.
Michael said, “My wife and our child were everything to me.”
I felt no urge to throw anything.
No urge to scream.
I only watched.
Then the camera shifted.
Ashley looked toward Michael.
For less than a second, he looked back at her.
The glance was intimate.
Familiar.
Relieved.
Luca stood in the doorway.
“You can turn it off.”
“No.”
“You don’t have to prove anything by watching.”
“I’m not proving anything.”
Michael lowered his head for the cameras.
I watched the man I had loved perform my death for strangers.
May you like
“I’m learning,” I said.
Three days later, while I was still very much alive, Michael Carter scheduled my funeral.