Chapter 8 - Paulie’s Final Recording

Paulie left one recording.
Anthony had kept it.
Gabriel listened at the Mercer house.
Paulie’s voice filled the room.
“Gabe.”
Gabriel closed his eyes.
Nobody called him that anymore.
“If you’re hearing this, then you’re furious.”
A weak laugh.
“Good.”
Gabriel looked down.
Paulie continued:
“I’m dying anyway.”
“Not from the poison.”
“Cancer.”
“I had maybe four months.”
Leo looked away.
Paulie said:
“I know what you’ll say.”
“That I should have told you.”
“You’re right.”
“But you stopped hearing bad news years ago.”
Gabriel’s face changed.
“You hear threats.”
“You hear strategy.”
“You hear betrayal.”
“You don’t hear fear unless it comes with a gun.”
Norah, standing in the doorway now, watched Gabriel.
Paulie continued:
“You stopped eating with us.”
“Not food.”
“Trust.”
“You made loyalty into a test nobody could pass because the rules changed every time you got hurt.”
Gabriel swallowed.
Anthony looked ashamed.
Paulie’s voice softened.
“I love you.”
“That is why I am doing something unforgivable.”
Gabriel stared at the recorder.
The words hit harder because Paulie knew.
He knew it was wrong.
Did it anyway.
Paulie continued:
“Anthony knows the dose.”
“He will make it fast.”
“Rosa knows nothing.”
“Leo knows nothing.”
“Evan knows only that I wanted him out.”
“Margaret knows where the papers are.”
Then:
“Do not punish them for my choice.”
Gabriel laughed bitterly.
“Too late.”
The recording continued.
“One more thing.”
“The poison packet with Rosa’s name is mine.”
“I wanted you to remember being hungry.”
Silence.
“Before the suits.”
“Before the armed cars.”
“Before everybody around you started being afraid to tell you no.”
Gabriel’s eyes filled.
Paulie finished:
“If you survive this lesson, eat something.”
A pause.
“And call Rosa.”
The recording ended.
Nobody spoke.
Then Norah walked in.
Gabriel looked at her.
“How much did you hear?”
“Enough.”
He looked away.
She sat across from him.
“That was cruel.”
Gabriel nodded.
“Yes.”
“And manipulative.”
“Yes.”
“And he loved you.”
Gabriel stared.
“That does not excuse it.”
“No.”
Norah leaned forward.
“But it explains why it hurt.”
Gabriel looked at her.
Then at Rosa.
The old woman sat near the doorway.
He asked:
“Why didn’t you contact me?”
Rosa sighed.
“Because the last time I saw you, you were twenty-two and surrounded by men with guns.”
“So?”
“So I was afraid of you.”
Silence.
Gabriel’s face changed.
Rosa continued:
“I loved the boy.”
“I did not know the man.”
He looked down.
That hurt.
More than Paulie’s recording.
Gabriel asked:
“What changed?”
“Norah.”
Norah frowned.
Rosa smiled at her.
“She called me six months ago.”
Norah stared.
“What?”
Rosa continued:
“You don’t remember.”
“I do not.”
“You called an old disconnected number I had left with your mother.”
Norah’s face changed.
Her mother had given her Rosa’s contact when nursing school got difficult.
Norah remembered leaving one voicemail.
No response.
Rosa continued:
“You said you missed my cooking.”
Norah’s eyes filled.
“I never got a call back.”
“I was sick.”
“What?”
“Pneumonia.”
Norah stood.
“Why didn’t Mom tell me?”
“She didn’t know.”
Rosa smiled.
“I recovered.”
Norah sat again.
Gabriel looked between them.
“So Rosa knew you were at Benny’s?”
Norah shook her head.
“No.”
Rosa nodded.
“No.”
The meeting truly had been random.
Almost.
Then Gabriel frowned.
“Except Paulie knew Benny’s existed.”
Rosa nodded.
“He found the old menu months ago.”
Gabriel understood.
Paulie had planted possibilities.
Not schedules.
He had built a path back toward Rosa and trusted hunger to do the rest.
Insane.
Cruel.
Effective.
Leo stood.
“What happens now?”
Gabriel looked around the room.
Anthony.
Margaret.
Evan.
Leo.
Rosa.
Norah.
An entire room of people who had disappeared, lied, manipulated, protected, and survived.
Then he answered:
“Everyone tells the truth.”
Anthony laughed softly.
“That simple?”
Gabriel looked at him.
May you like
“No.”
“That expensive.”